soo, my doctor appointment went well.. she explained me if/when I feel I cant stop my antidepressants (because I had thoughts like this..) I can cut my dose .. or simply just stop it.. because I have them more than year now and I have enough elements in my body.. I think I will take full tablet for few months more for sure.. and then maybe half dose.. but she gave me prescription for year more..
she said my meds are not strong.. and its very good formula for me.. so it should be easy.. but only when I'm ready haha.. so, all is good 😇
2022-08-19 20:25:04 +0000 UTC
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good morning! happy Friday! gonna be busy day for me..
2022-08-19 17:38:44 +0000 UTC
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hehe being a little playful...
2022-08-19 05:11:02 +0000 UTC
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aww haha and here is lazy me, ready to sleep meowwwww
2022-08-18 23:00:36 +0000 UTC
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hey guys!! do you remember that pj? haha nostalgia..
today I had a little ( no) shipping haha and nice for in cafe,, twice.. returned home so tired.. and tomorrow is my health care day.. Im gonna see my doctor who prescribed me my antidepressants... we will talk and see what to do next.. I n=honestly a little afraid to stop my medication... not sure I can do without it.. but lest see.. huuuuugs
2022-08-18 23:00:14 +0000 UTC
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and after my therapy I had pleasant walk in the town.. and old city.. the weather is amazing.. a little too hot, but its ok.. ate yummy sushi and had masala tea. I think its my favorite drink now.. in Canary I have indian cafe with heavenly amazing masala.. ( its black tea with spices and milk)
2022-08-17 18:23:45 +0000 UTC
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hey!! how are you guys?? Im doing well.. rested more today.. also I had my therapy.. didnt see in person my therapist about 10-11 months... (was in zoom). it was interesting session. we did exercise, like "me map". the has hundreds of figures, small dolls, different things.. and I had to use them to make me.. she said I took and used alot of really strong symbols of transformation.. like bridge, a deer, a well ( with water).. and its all great signs.. my my deer looked in the past.. not in the future direction.. well, I need more time. its all ok..
2022-08-17 18:20:20 +0000 UTC
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heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!!!! Im in Riga.. omg, thats was crazy... woke up at Sunday at 10am.. last packing, cat preparing.. all stuff. the n airport.. omg I never was like this, bought 2 perfumes and mew cooool ( expensive haha omg) glasses... then first flight.. arrived at midning.. then waited 5,5 hours for my next flight.. omg, crazy.. didnt sleep ( in the chair) at all. then second trip 3 hours.. at 9am I was in Riga.. slept few hours and then spent all day with my family, because they left to Russia.. and I dont know when I see them again.. 😔 😟
and today I slept as much as I can.. then planned more appointments.. and then sorted things out in my closet.. something goes into trash, nd alot things ( for my art ) I will take with myself.. soooooo many things.. feathers, colors, laces, all kind of tapes omg... soooooo many of everything... I cant wait to create stuff... now I feel like its time.. so happy!
2022-08-16 18:26:03 +0000 UTC
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next 2-3 days I will be little slow with answering DM guys, please be patient.. and of course I will be sharing my trip here)
2022-08-14 05:45:11 +0000 UTC
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soooo.. tomorrow Im going to Latvia.. its not a vocation.. I go there to make some documents (most important) and other things.. really a lot.. gonna visit doctors, cosmetologists, masseur.. also Im gonna take 2 workshop for walls and furniture reconstruction/decoration.. ist very expensive, but Im happy about it.. when I lived in Latvia. I wanted to go there.. but, I was too stressed and depressed.. and just could not leave my home.. really... and now.. I really feel much better and Im very excited about investing in myself.. little steps for myself.. so proud of that 😊 😇
2022-08-13 22:34:30 +0000 UTC
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and I have great news!! I met with my friend today, and we decided she can live in my apartment for the time I'm gone.. she needs a rest from her husband haha soooooo.... my cat will stay in out apartment.. I'm so happy! good for her, good for my cat!! yay
also I'm a little less stressful about my trip.. I dunno, nothing changed, one day left omg ahaha I'm scared ahhaah ok.. I'm good)
2022-08-13 00:00:01 +0000 UTC
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and here... mmm.. lick me..
2022-08-12 09:05:06 +0000 UTC
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also today I had spanish lesson.. its been.. hmm. 1,5 months now maybe.. and I try to say something ahaha "me gusta trabajar un beber cofe con leche'' 🤓 😎 ahahaha ok
2022-08-11 22:03:21 +0000 UTC
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hello!!!!! omg just few days left before my trip.. tomorrow Im bringing my cat to my friend.. first we will see how he handle it.. can you imagine: I will stay there for a night so my cat used to new place.. omg.. thats not easy hahah
2022-08-11 17:47:57 +0000 UTC
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foe those last days I have so many things to do... like.. Today I had 2 hours spanish lesson, gym arm day ( and my butt hurts after yesterday leg/butt day haha) and later I see my friend.. also I edited new set.. and all messages.. AND I have to start packing... documents, think what to do there.. cat stuff.. plants.. Im overwhelmed omg.. I need a hug..
2022-08-10 20:12:07 +0000 UTC
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hey guys!! omg, what a crazy days, again haha.. my trip will start soo soon. and dont worry, I will be posting and chatting (when I have time)... god, Im so nervous.. always happens with me..
and I have bad (sad) news.. I wanted to take my cat with me, bit.. I realised I bought "cheap" tickets (400 euro one way) .. and they dont allow pets 😠😤 fuuuuck... me cat is special, we are very connected.. and to be apart 2-3 weeks- its really a lot for both of us.. oh hoh...
2022-08-10 13:58:28 +0000 UTC
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guys!!!! I have great idea... I dont know if other girls have something like this.. but.. maybe here you could leave some reviews on my extra content I send you in DM? I dont know haha, a little awkward.. but some of you write me sooo amazing words about my videos.. I just wanna everyone see that ..
2022-08-09 14:29:42 +0000 UTC
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heyyyyyy!!! happy Monday!!!! I have great news.. I was worried I had to go to Baltic twice.. but now I know i will be able to do everything for one visit!! yay... really happy about that.. and... I shoot something new today!! its been looong time omg... gonna send you in DM soon!! 😈
2022-08-08 19:19:04 +0000 UTC
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and I bought a tickets for 14 August to go to Baltic.. for 2-3 weeks.. honestly Im scared.. its very big stress for me.. I have to do some documents.. and hopefully will do massage, some facial ( yesss), dentist etc.. so many plans.. but I will do thing by thing, little steps.. its easier 😊
2022-08-06 21:50:07 +0000 UTC
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hey guys!! missed you so much! I had little crazy days.. paddle board in the ocean ( with waves, crazy sun, and I was tooooo far into water.. 😨 😰) spanish lessons, gym.. live music party with vine with a friend.. and today I'm chilling home, cleaning everything ( because I was too busy at week, as always haha)
2022-08-06 16:33:16 +0000 UTC
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do we have feet lovers here? text me in DM if you wanna see more 🥵🥵
2022-08-04 10:38:07 +0000 UTC
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another beautiful day in my paradise haha ( see, I feel better today! haha)
I had Spanish lesson today morning and then had relaxed day at home.. well, cleaned, cooked as always haha.. also made my special set who send a tip for mani/pedi (feet content). and if you wanna get it- leave a tip under that post! kisses..
2022-08-04 01:26:48 +0000 UTC
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hi guys! how are you today?
today I had ( finally) my therapy.. we talked about how fast I get attached to people, and why.. ( alot reasons, of course) and about my fears to me_et new people.. because I afraid and dont trust people.. it will be a process..
and then I went to my nails girl.. spent 1,5 hours by bus to come to her. and we made fresh mani/pedi (toes are transparent). feel free to spoil me with tips for my nails haha.. and I send you something sexy with my fingers or toes hehe
after nail I me_t my friend and we had nice dinner and walked on the beach.. great day.. its 2:20am, Im making a post and checking your messages... 15 to go haha.. love you!!!
2022-08-03 01:17:38 +0000 UTC
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and I hope you have blessed week!! hug you tight!! ( do you feel how my warm boobies press against you? hehe)
2022-08-01 17:20:12 +0000 UTC
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hey guys! honestly, feeling a little down last days.. upset and stressful about my soon trip to Baltic.. I have to go to my home to make some documents.. and then I return to Canary. I dont wanna leave.. I feel like I will not return here.. afraid I will not..
ps I kinda like to make post like a diary.. it helps me when I share my thoughts with you.. what do you think?
2022-08-01 13:09:26 +0000 UTC
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and if you are wanna see full set- send me a tip in DM haha 😋
2022-07-31 08:38:04 +0000 UTC
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here is my blue lingerie.. how do you like it? 💙
2022-07-30 20:16:50 +0000 UTC
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wow guys.. I honestly didn't know that Tinder is for easy random sex.. local girls told me about good experience, somebody got married.. but probably it's really rare thing..
I'm too tired and too disappointed.. I'm surely deserve not just better, but fucking the best.. I'm a queen and I deserve my King..
feeling kinda stupid that I hoped for something haha.. but its great experience and I'm smarter now.. bye bye Tinder, bye bye forever.. I know I will feel better now haha
2022-07-28 17:05:32 +0000 UTC
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Im happy i have you guys, and i can feel safe with you.. love you so much!!
2022-07-28 10:47:06 +0000 UTC
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that guy ( from Tinder) told me he is searching for serious relationship, for a love.. because he is 38.. divorced.. but tell me, if you are looking for serious girl- would you grab her ass on first meeting??? and when she says no- you dont really chat with her ( me) next day.. how is that? am I trust/believe people too much? tooooo way much?
god.. he told me about his vision of his live, what house he wants, what car.. so I would fall to his knee.. I guess.. probably, another girl would melt and give him everything..
2022-07-28 01:42:21 +0000 UTC
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