Pics of new hair, naughty bed pics, and an accidental pic where I SOMEHOW take a photo where my boob looks huge. I'm still trying to figure out how that happened.
2024-09-13 19:46:56 +0000 UTC View PostListen, I am feeling saucy and grateful for all of your support, so do you get a video? Yes. Yes you do. It’s an oldie but a goodie and features my bright red hair, which reality was more in line with carrot orange. And even though I find it difficult to think of myself as sexy, perhaps it won’t be so for you guys.
I actually plan to do small update videos with my face here as I continue to deal with my BDD, which I've named Gayle. So when I start to have an episode I can be like FUCK OFF, GAYLE. (I'm sorry if your name is Gayle.)
Roses
Oh don’t mind me, just in bed trying to quell a period that is trying to kill me. Every month, it makes an attempt on my life and with a high quantity of midol, I stave it off. So don’t let my toothy smile fool you; the cramps are *real.*
Also included: A sexy haunted picture that clearly proves I am a ghost.
-Roses
Hello everyone! I cannot believe summer is ending already. In this post, I’m posting some of my exposure practice photos (some without make up because it’s important for me to be comfy with that, pics 5 and 6 specifically), some sexy, some happy, and BONUS: Some cats.
The mangy furball you see at the end? I know she looks rough and ready, but that is Momo, our 12 year old stray cat that my apartment building looks after. She “lives” in the back of our building, where we provide food and shelter. She’s sweet and makes the craggiest lil meows and we all love her.
-Roses
I used a blue bathbomb and now I feel like a sexy mermaid.
2024-08-25 23:33:21 +0000 UTC View Post
You may notice I look a little weird in these photos. A little puffy, you might say. As though I had been crying for hours before, and if that was your assumption, you’d be right.
Sometimes it’s a struggle to take photos if my BDD is flaring, which can get triggered from stress, exhaustion, dehydration, etc. I’ve been feeling under the weather and sad, but am carrying on all the same, because the more I carry on, the better it (should) get. You know, in theory.
Thank you again for all your support, I can’t believe I’ve managed to maintain this account for nearly 10 months. I know Only Fans is inherently sexual, but with that comes GREAT POWER AND RESPONSIBIL-
Whoa sorry, got carried away there. Seriously, thank you, and look forward to less puffy photos soon.
Roses
Why yes, I DO like this shirt and will never take it off.
2024-08-15 19:28:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Cheeky tease for you today. Followed by my overly patterned outfit.
2024-08-12 18:22:00 +0000 UTC View Post
TEETH UPDATE! (AKA TEEFS)
Hi everyone! My dentist sent me this before and after photo of my teeth. The bottoms are pretty bad though you can’t see them well here. As some of you know, I opted to get veneers after a long, long battle with bulimia; my teeth were so weak they were constantly chipping and eroding, on top of losing their shape and looking strange due to so much dental work. I am so happy I did this, I love my smile now. My teeth feel strong and healthy and I feel like I can continue to heal and find my confidence. I’ll never be able to cure my Body Dysmorphia and I know that, but I can make decisions to make me feel stronger and healthier.
Thank you for being here and supporting me. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask.
-Roses
I took these from my crazy tiny cabin pod sleeping quarters in Amsterdam! More updates soon.
2024-08-08 14:31:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello! Here’s some pics I didn’t get a chance to post. I’ll be traveling to England tonight and hopefully will have some exclusive pics or even video for you guys!! 🖤
2024-07-27 21:25:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Spent all my money on this chainmail from the Ren Faire.
2024-07-23 02:13:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Outfit on. Outfit off.
Why do I look 7 feet tall.
Red is my color. Also pictured: Casual photo of me in a Venus fly trap dress.
2024-07-20 06:15:36 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s summer in Chicago. It’s been in the 90s, temperature wise. I am melting. So it’s time to wear skimpy clothes.
Also pictured: A gremlin cat.
Hey everyone, PushingUpRoses here.
I know last month I asked if everyone was okay with me upping the price a dollar, but I decided not to make any changes right now. Maybe in the future, as I get bolder and up my photo quality. Thank you for the continued support, both in tips and in kind comments.
<3
Oh hello. I heard you like butts and tattoos.
2024-07-12 02:51:19 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy forth! Stay safe out there. (Also racy pics at the end of this set for your patience while I've been sick.)
2024-07-04 20:18:20 +0000 UTC View Post
New teeth, who dis?
Decided that this is the only place I really want to talk about/document this. Last week, I got new teeth. No, really. I got new teeth.
Well, technically, right now I am wearing temporaries but in a couple weeks, I’ll get the porcelains in.
As some of you know (most of you, I suspect), I had an eating disorder for many years, bulimia, meaning I was purging my food a lot. It became addicting to the point where I could not stop myself from throwing up, and even though I took care of my teeth the best I could, they did weaken significantly, and started to chip. And I mean I could be eating a piece of BREAD and they would chip. I decided I wanted to put all of this behind me, and get veneers. Not a full mouth, just few on the top and bottom to bring my smile back and strengthen my smile, because my teeth were so week that the veneers are actually reinforcing them.
I struggled with this at first. My BDD was very flared after the temps were put in, wondering if I still looked like myself. But as I looked at them, I loved them more and more. They are extremely uncomfortable, as most temporary things are but I only need to endure them for a couple weeks. I also had cavities and had those filled. Basically, my day at the dentist ended up being nearly 7 hours. But I am happy. The decision helped me to put some ugly memories behind me, makes me smile more, and the most important thing? It deters me away from relapsing. It’s time to care about my body. Being thin wasn’t worth it. There’s so much more to life than that, and healthy teeth that don’t chip on some yoghurt is part of that.
If you have any questions, I am happy to answer. Here’s some progress pics. I RARELY smile with teeth so I hope you know that this is HIGHLY exclusive, hah! Also added: A sweaty picture of myself in red lipstick. Look, it’s been hot in Chicago.
-Roses
Hey all, I am SO sorry for the lack of pictures this week. Unfortunately, on Monday, I got extremely sick and landed myself in the ER. Horrific experience there, then went to urgent the next day. Today I am feeling better but not 100%. Don’t worry though, I’ll just have to hit it hard on my next update. Thank you for your patience and your support, always.
-Roses
My favorite thing about the second photo is the random dunkin bag in the background. What was in there? Donuts? Bagels? Munchkins? A coffee?
A mystery for the ages.
Something a little different for you guys today: Posting pics I don’t like. I take a lot of photos for my exposures that I deem “too gross” to post. I’m going to post those photos to challenge myself and though some are not the best or most flattering, I hope that some of you can relate to what I am feeling. No make up, questionable angles, etc.
On another note, I might raise my monthly price up a dollar; OF does take a pretty hefty percentage, even from tips, more than another other platform I am on. Hope the dollar doesn’t throw anyone too much.
-Roses
🖤🖤🖤 just a little extra thank you for all your support.
2024-06-08 19:50:18 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m looking bustier than normal lately.
2024-06-05 20:31:35 +0000 UTC View Post
AMA (Ask me anything) TATTOO EDITION! I have provided as many pictures of my tattoos as I have that I think look okay, hah. You can ask me anything you want: About pain level, aesthetic, what they mean, least/most favorites, or anything else you can think of. And if you don’t have any questions, then you can just admire the artistry of these amazing artists. Leave a question in the comments and I will slowly get around to all of them, I hope!
2024-05-31 16:17:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey all! Sorry for the brief disappearance, I was out of state for a wedding and haven’t had the chance to update any of my thingies. I will have to make up for it double time over the next couple days. In the meantime, here are my tattooed legs, enjoying a bath.
2024-05-30 02:05:54 +0000 UTC View Post
